Baby im amazed by you

GOOD - BYE SNOW ... HELLO SUN

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 22:43:04 GMT

I seriously can not wait for Florida ...
To get away from the snow, and just lay out :)
This is going to be amazing & to make it even better
KATIE IS COMING WITH USSSSSS <3

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 05:34:51 GMT

I MISS MY BEST FRIEND SO MUCH :(

I love you * Yes I need you

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 05:22:57 GMT

and it's today that i need to say thank you to everyone that I am so thankful for. They mean the world to me and honestly with out each one of these people i love i would pretty much have nothing, or be nothing. I love them to death and I can not thank God for letting them be in my life.

MY FRIENDS

Chelsea <3 You are the best friend I have ever had ... and we've drifted our seperate ways, but I will always love you to death & I really mean it.
Kelsey <3 Thank you so much for always being there for me. I couldn't thank you enough for all you have done for me .. seriously.
Sam <3 We have been together since we were little & weve had our times where we fight, but im so glad we can get over it. I love you & I can not wait till tomorrow.
Jordan <3 You're the only one i've really loved & and your my best friend. I miss you so much :(
Ryan <3 I love you & Rob to death and I couldnt have better guy friends than you two.
Aaron & Kenne you two together are the cutest guys ever and I know that you are always there if I ever need anything. If I am upset, I know I can count on you two to bring me up, and that shows what great friends you are.

MY FAMILY

My sister & Brother <3
My mother <3
My Father <3
Without my family I don't know what I would do. They are ALWAYS there & I love them so much.

Thank you God for everything you have blessed me with. I couldn't be more happier :)

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 19:35:54 GMT

last home basketball game :(

i love my team & i love you girls <3

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 02:33:04 GMT

When you're a beautiful person on the inside, theres nothing in the world that can change that. Jealousy is the result of ones lack of self confidence. If you can't accept yourself, then certainly, no one else ever will <3

I think this is pretty much the happiest I have been in the longest time. Even though there is drama with a select few people I have the best friends to back me up 110 %. I don't think I could thank them enough for everything they have done - - It means the world to me :) It just bothers me when girls talk crap when they don't even know the person. Honestly, It's getting pretty rediculious but then sometimes it makes me laugh. So there are pro's & con's to it all. Basketball has had its ups & down's too which everything does but for the most part of it I love the girls on our team. We support each other when were down, and we all take a beating. Other than that the weekends have been amazing spending time with the people I care the most about, and our weekley trips up to Hillsdale to watch the football games. I must say though I liked it a lot better when you had to wear sunglasses and a short sleeved shirt to the game cause you would be so pumped and since it was summer you were hott ;; Now you go and you sit with a million layers on & and a blanket, but hey it's alright # 15 is playing. I have a million pictures I need to post from homecoming I seriously just haven't had the time to get to it. I have been so busy with school and basketball. So here is a select few from the weekend & homecoming :)

SORRY THOSE WERE SO HUGE :( HERE ARE A FEW MORE

<3 pretty much amazing

YOU'RE AMAZING !

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 01:58:22 GMT

Homecoming was amazing. I dont think i could have asked for a better night :) I had so much fun, and i have my friends to thank for that. Thank you so much guys, i dont know what i would do with out you <3 I have so many pictures to post but I have like no time, so I will post them all tomorrow.

boy, im totally crushin on you.

LET TONIGHT BE AMAZING

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 14:50:15 GMT

I can just tell that tonight will be awesome. I don't think i could be more excited than I am right now. Ahhh just let tonight come faster :) I hope everyone has an amazing night tonight ...

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 23:59:24 GMT

i'm sooooo excited for homecoming - i cant wait :)

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 14:51:40 GMT

& I find that this whole livejournal thing is so hard to keep updating. Summer was the best and i dont think anything could have been better. The trips were the best with my best friend then going to hillsdale to watch our boys in Ohio :) I have SO many pictures to post but I just have to find time to do it ... Basketball is going alright i guess but other than that all is well. School has started and i already feel like ive been in for a good 3 to 4 weeks, but its only been the 4th day - LAME I KNOW.

IM BEGGING YOU TO BE MY ESCAPE

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 16:55:48 GMT

Sunday I went to the mall with Chelsea and Kara. We went homecoming dress shopping, and just hung out. I love those girls :) Then later in the night I hung out with Chelsea, Kenne & Aaron. We all went out to eat together at Olive Garden, Went and walked around the Fountain walk, Then met up with some others at saraanddippites. It was a lot of fun, and I adore those boys :)

SHOCK GAME PICTURES

FIGURE SKATING TEAM PICTURES

SUNDAY NIGHT

I can remember just 2 months ago when I was sooo happy school was over and summer was going to start, and now summer is almost over and it basically sucks. I hate waking up early in the morning, instead of being lazy and getting ready whenever you feel like it. Im really going to enjoy the last few weeks of summer while I can :) Other than that everything has been very well. Grounded a few times, but seriously who hasn't. Basketball started yesterday - I'm excited yet I HATE running. I went to the rink last night to get my blades sharpened, and checked in with drop in ice time, so we will see how that goes .. I missed everyone and spending my life at the rink.

LONGEST 3 WEEKS OF MY LIFE !!

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 20:34:21 GMT

LIFE IS :: A balance of holding on && l e t t i n g go

Gen Chem A -- C106
IntgMath 2A -- A105
Spanish 3A -- D204
Web Design -- F109
Adv English 10AA -- A101
US Hist AA 10 -- A212

anyone have the same classes as me, if so comment please <3 !

HAPPINESS IS NO MYSTERY

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 18:54:47 GMT

On the plane to Florida
The beach with the surfers

Thank god for Angelo. He made me realize a lot :)

You have to love those faces
Before going out for dinner && the night
On the way to Downtown Disney
You can see right up my skirt, but its only my bathing suit .. hahah

Hats we found in the Disney store that I personally think are sweet :)

Transportation and ticket center before Magic Kingdom
Mainstreet USA
The Castle <3

&& so Florida was a blast. It brought back so many memories from every spring break trip. I miss everyone so much especially Jordan, but I get to see him soon so im extremly excited and very very happy :) !! I have basketball camp this Friday and we are going to Northwood so we should see how that goes. School starts soon :( and another trip to Florida is in August <3
Happy Late Birthday Jordan Keith Smith

I would turn around just to see you for the last time

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 14:55:21 GMT

So summer has been simply amazing & amazing at that.

I leave tomorrow for Florida with my best :) and im extremly excited. It will be a complete blast and I get to see all of them again that ive missed for such a long time <3 Anyways the other night I hung out with Kylie && Sarah who I havent seen in forever. We went up to sarahanddippities and saw a bunch of people there including Cory who I havent seen in a long time so that was nice to catch up with him. Chelsea met us up there and then we went to go get Brad and all of hung out the rest of the night. I think that had to be the best girls night out I had - We laughed non stop, I dont think there ever was a moment when we didnt. I love my friends and they mean everything to me. Last night I was supposed to hang out with Sam but our basketball games were a lot longer than I thought. We went up to Joe Dumars at 6 and didnt get home till 10ish. Today I have to finish packing since I really havent started at all yet and then Im spending the night at Chelsea's because our plan leaves at 7 in the morning tomorrow.

<<-- hahah i love my friendsss !

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 01:10:08 GMT

& to be completely honest ...
your just like the rest

Well the past week has been really good, it has its ups and downs let me tell you, but all in all im glad to have shared it with someone who is always there for me. Ive seen the most movies this week than in my whole life, haha .. most of them being pretty good. I have meet a few new people, and hung out with some I havent seen in a really long time :) Went to the guys baseball game this week with Chels and Kelly. After that we went to Codys and hung out with him Bj Kris & Bo. Pat Chelsea and I went to see fireworks at Sylvan Lake Beach and they were really pretty. I had a lot of fun .. its been a long time since Ive seen Pat. We went to Zach's a couple of times and went swimming with him, Scott Anthony and Brad. All of these things being just a little of what went on this week - Its been really busy but full of good times. Our family had a change of plans and we decided to go to NY this week instead of Pennsylvania because of the weather so im leaving tomorrow morning and that means that its closer to the vacation with my best friend :) !

wow definatly didnt want it that big !!

hmmm vacationnn :) !

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 19:26:04 GMT

Im leaving Tuesday for Pennsylvania to go White Water Rafting for a week ... & then when I come home its off to Chicago and Florida with my best friend <3 Seriously I cant wait, its going to be sooo much fun :) !! We have basketball camp when i come home from vacation with Chelsea and after basketball im going to NY. This month is going to be a blastt !!

Im a girl who lives in a little town;;
But her heart belongs in a Big City

I just want to say THANK YOU to my best friend

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 19:12:21 GMT

Chelsea I couldnt thank you enough for being there for me through lifes adventures .. Without you last night I really dont know what I would have done. Thank you for talking me through the whole thing and knowing that there really are *true* people you can count on....

I MISS YOU, COME BACK TO ME

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 21:21:56 GMT

So yesterday Chelsea came over and we layed out by the pool & got ready to go to the Livonia Spree which ended up to be kinda gay so we left and went shopping where I found this really cute shirt but it was to big :( We were supposed to hang out with Mark and his friend but things didnt work out so another time. After shopping we went out to eat at all star, and went to Justins & Brandons. We hung out there for awhile with Justin and Kyle, those boys are halarious :) After that Chelsea and I came back to my house where we talked to AJ & he filled us in about AC. Tonight I have no idea what im doing there are so many things to pick from, but I for sure know that im hanging out with my best friend ... we seriously are inseperable !!

BABY I LOVE YOU

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 03:28:46 GMT

            Are we growing up or just going down ?
            Its just a matter of time until were all found out
            Take our tears & put them on ice
            Cause I swear Id burn this city down to show you the light

God I cant keep up with this whole live journal thing honestly .. it takes up to much time but whatever :) I still find myself updating when I do have the time. Anyways I went to Steves on Thursday to watch the game && it was a lot of fun. I went with Charli Emily & Kelsee who is a total sweetheart and I love her to death :) Chelsea showed up there too which i was happy about. Friday night Chelsea and I went to Mike's with Kara, Alyssa, Zach, Drew, Corey, Jared, Joey, Steve && Tom. That had to be one of the best nights yet .. Seriously i love them and im really happy that I met them. Saturday we were supposed to hang out with them again but things didnt work out so Chelsea and I hung out with Neill who I havent seen in forever so it was nice catching up with him. We just drove around talked and went to Troy Morris open house. Then last night I went with Sam & Nicole to Andy's house to watch the Pistons game with a bunch of people. It was nice meeting new faces yet again and seeing old ones :) but the best part of the night had to have been when ZENAIDA SHOWED UP RANDOMLY AND SUPRISED ALL OF US <3 Today has been really layed back and nice .. I kinda needed a break from always doing something and catch up on some sleep. I was going to hang out with Zenaida and Ashley tonight and go see a movie, but we didnt and decided to hang out tomorrow night*Thank you Zenaida for tonight and being there for me when I needed you - I really dont know what i would have done. It means soo much :)

&& im warning you these pictures arent the best .. haha but i honestly dont care :) Its summer, you dont have to look good for anyone right ?

I love that sweatshirt - even though it isnt mine ;)

Tomorrow I am hanging out with Zenaida and Ashley along with Carlee having a game at Joe Dumars at night so I have to go to that and tomorrow is also the beginning of Oakland University Camp - Im kinda excited but it will take up my nights for the next few days although it is basketball and I dont mind. Ahh && parents leavee !! This weekend is going to be cramed packed with things to do, Im going to be sooo busy :) !!

YOUVE GOT THE BEST OF ME

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 21:46:54 GMT

daaammmnnn, i love summer :-) So far its been awesome && im not sure how it could get better. Although waking up every morning early for basketball does suck but its so nice not having to worry about finishing school work and what not. I basically lay around during the day and then when its night then the partyyy starts, haha. Last night Chelsea && I went out for the night. We met up with a bunch of people at 7-11 were we all basically died .. no joke ! A bunch of freak guys who were like 50 and 360 pounds threatened to beat our ass. Yess, i love mature adults. After that we went to Alyssa's with all of them and hung out there for the night. Today i went to downtown Rochester today and went shopping with my mother :) i got a lot of cute clothes. Tonight im going to Steves with Chelsea and Charli to watch the gammee ! im sure it will be a blast.

I love meeting new people && making new friends :) !!!

HERES TO THE NIGHTS WE FELT ALIVE

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 17:16:16 GMT

$%$#%#^^&^%*
ITS FINALLY SUUUMMMERRR !!!

Lets sayy goodbye to freshman year :) So this year is over && Im soo happy. Although it had its ups and downs, I met so many awesome people and made so many memories i wont ever forget ..

Last night Chelsea came over and we hung out around here and then left and went to some stores before we went to Kellens. We got to his house around 8ish and hung out with Amy && Katie. We hung out around there for a few and watched the Pistons and then left in the middle of it to go swimming at Tommy Bradleys house with Darrec and Tim Esper :) It was a lot of fun. We all came back to the party and we stayed there for a little bit and ended up going to some island with them. Chelsea and I came home and just hung out and had a long talk. Seriously I had soo much fun, just like everytime I hang out with her. I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND.
** This was a perfect night for the beginning of summer - I cant wait for it to really begin

HERES TO ALL OF OUR MEMORIES

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 22:51:39 GMT

I don’t think there hasn’t been a weekend where I haven’t hung out with Chelsea. I realized that she is someone I can count on, laugh with, and be stupid with && have her as my best friend. She is the best <3

Anyways over Memorial weekend I went to the fair with Chelsea on Friday night and then Robs house after that where we just hung out around the fire, and people went in the hot tub. Saturday Chelsea and I went to the fair again and met up with Lindsey and saw John and Kyle. We left the fair and went to CJ’s where we just hung out for a few with some people there && I met some knew people who are adorable :) Then Sunday I was supposed to hang out with Zenaida but things didn’t work out.. Last weekend I hung out with Chelsea Friday night and went to the Fountain walk where we met up with friends from Brighton && we got hit on by some drunk 21 year olds who were at lucky’s. Saturday I laid out by the pool in hopes of getting a tan which I did and I’m glad. School is almost over thank god, only 3 days left but I really HATE finals && they suck. I wish we didn’t have them. Too bad you cant fast forward time :(

Shannon && I

Just kiss me, you wont regret it

Sat, 21 May 2005 15:31:50 GMT

I love when plans change//
I was supposed to hang out with Steph, Katie, Amy & Malissa last night but I couldn't cuz my mom told me someone died on my dads side of the family, and we had a funeral to attend, so around 10ish she comes into my room to tell me she isn't sure if we are going anymore ? So i made plans with Chelsea to go shopping with her today & yeahh as you can guess those got messed up too because of this funeral, that we still aren't sure if we are going to and its in about hmm lets see 5 hours, but on the other hand we got pictures of our vacation house in the mail yesterday - Seriously just looking at them makes me want to be there sooo bad. ONLY 22 MORE DAYS TILL IM THERE <3

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF;; FOLLOW ME

Fri, 20 May 2005 23:13:34 GMT

I know you see me standing here
Do I look good my dear <3

*Well I have no idea why none of my pictures will show up anymore, but whatever. Last night I hung out with Chelsea for her 16th birthday and we went out to eat with Brittney to Leos, and then after went to the Lacrosse game in the rain with Lyndsey & Carly. Walled Lake definatly lost.
*I've started my training & conditioning for basketball. Its been fun, and im excited for the upcoming season : ) It's a lot of work, but I will be fine .. atleast I hope
*Our family made our plans to go to The Turks & Caicos Islands to buy the house down there, ughh oh my god it is so beautiful I seriously can't wait any longer just to go there at get away.
... but other than that nothing much really has been new. I met a few new people && im a happy one

i love my mother <3

Sun, 08 May 2005 21:46:05 GMT

I want it all or nothing at all

So a lot has been going on lately and I haven’t had time to update. My mom went to the Pacers game last weekend where Rick paid for everything … & the Pacers won sooo I’m super excited : )) My dad and I went car shopping even though my birthday isn’t till December, and Chelsea gets her license is almost a week. The parents decided that they are buying land on the Turks & Cacaos Islands for our vacation house, and that they are sending in pictures of Landon to see if he can model. Basketball is coming so much faster than I expected so I’m starting to train with someone, and summer is almost here. So much is coming, and happening and I’m just so excited <3

Here are some from when Steph Katie Ryan Bart and Dom came over;;

The car dad & I were looking at;;

Pictures from when Dom, Ryan, Ryans friend and Sam came over;;

I had a bunch of fun with Sam ... She seriously is one of the best people I know. We have so many memories together, and pictures when we were 3 that I will never let go. Thank you for everything youve done for me because it means a lot. Im glad we got to spend time together like we use to. I dont think there has ever been a time where we havent laughed, or made spending time together boring. I cant wait for summer, and I love you to death
Landon & Adam ...
There are in the end three things that last ::
--- Faith hope and love, & the greatest of these is love.

slt312xx: i love you

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 04:19:31 GMT

So this week has been awesome. I swear life is just getting better everyday. I’ve been spending time with Katie & Steph and I really love those girls. They mean a lot to me, and I hope they know it. <3 anyways yesterday I spent the night with Steph Katie Ryan Bart and Dom. The night had its ups and downs but over all it was great. Seriously I don’t know what it is about him but when I just hear his voice, when I see him, or when he leans in to kiss me I get the butterflies, or the fact that I have a huge smile on my face when he calls me :)He is the reason I wake up every morning thanking god … and just realizing that there are guys out there, you just have to find them. I can’t even explain this feeling and the words he says to me</em> * I love you
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Something in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself, makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms. There's something in your voice, makes my heart beat fast. Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life. If you knew how lonely my life has been & how long I've been so alone and if you knew how I wanted someone to come along & change my life the way you've done. Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me and how long I've waited for your touch. If you knew how happy you are making me. I never thought that I'd love anyone so much